Too Many Questions
By Kaoss
Can I have this?
Do you know where?
Why is this happening?
What is wrong.
How do I?
Why oh why?
Why oh Why?
All Kinds of question
being thrown around
With no thoughts given
nor taken a look about
perhaps the answers right in front
if you’d open your eyes.
Asking question without need
seeking answers unnecessarily
draining and constraining,
Question always changing
Blocking those that really require
an honest needed answer.
Selfishly hoarding
Asking, seeking, redemption
when all they need is
in the palm of their hand
If they’d just open their eyes
And unclose their minds.
Can I have this?
Do you know where?
Why is this happening?
What is wrong.
How do I?
Why oh why?
Why oh Why?
By Kaoss
Can I have this?
Do you know where?
Why is this happening?
What is wrong.
How do I?
Why oh why?
Why oh Why?
All Kinds of question
being thrown around
With no thoughts given
nor taken a look about
perhaps the answers right in front
if you’d open your eyes.
Asking question without need
seeking answers unnecessarily
draining and constraining,
Question always changing
Blocking those that really require
an honest needed answer.
Selfishly hoarding
Asking, seeking, redemption
when all they need is
in the palm of their hand
If they’d just open their eyes
And unclose their minds.
Can I have this?
Do you know where?
Why is this happening?
What is wrong.
How do I?
Why oh why?
Why oh Why?
Life in the Sub-Suburbs
By Kaoss
Washed up, worn out
Left by the side of the curb.
So it goes
Life in the the sub-suburbs
Watching the drivel
Spew from the idiot box
It’d feel much better
being tied to a pile of rocks,
Lied to and beaten,
By those we elect.
If there was somewhere to go
certainly we’d all defect!
But here we stay,
Slowly wasting away
In our cardboard menagerie
with nothing to play,
Why ask why
because it takes to much time
It’s so much easier
to sit here and whine.
Washed up, worn out
Left by the side of the curb.
So it goes
Life in the the sub-suburbs
Bombarded by media’s
onslaught galore
Draining our brain cells
We’re all corporate whores.
Minute by minute
We sell ourselves whole
Until there’s nothing left
As is there goal.
Washed up, worn out
Left by the side of the curb.
So it goes
Life in the the sub-suburbs!
By Kaoss
Washed up, worn out
Left by the side of the curb.
So it goes
Life in the the sub-suburbs
Watching the drivel
Spew from the idiot box
It’d feel much better
being tied to a pile of rocks,
Lied to and beaten,
By those we elect.
If there was somewhere to go
certainly we’d all defect!
But here we stay,
Slowly wasting away
In our cardboard menagerie
with nothing to play,
Why ask why
because it takes to much time
It’s so much easier
to sit here and whine.
Washed up, worn out
Left by the side of the curb.
So it goes
Life in the the sub-suburbs
Bombarded by media’s
onslaught galore
Draining our brain cells
We’re all corporate whores.
Minute by minute
We sell ourselves whole
Until there’s nothing left
As is there goal.
Washed up, worn out
Left by the side of the curb.
So it goes
Life in the the sub-suburbs!
Going Through the Motions
By Kaoss
Day in, Day out.
Over and over, never changing.
One bleeding into the next
no change, just more of the same.
Is it any wonder the line
is blurring crazy and sane.
Tedium eats at the soul.
Forever pursuing some faceless goal.
Never to achieve
Nor to arrive
Like rats in a maze,
Fighting to survive.
*Going through the motions
It’s like swimming in the ocean.
Getting nowhere fast.
Fighting a losing battle.
How much longer can it last!
Back and forth,
popping up and down.
Everyone freaking
And running around.
Glassy eyed stares
no one really cares.
This one blabbing,
That one back.
incessant chatter, constant
Intelligence lacks.
Fighting for sanity
Avoiding calamity.
*Going through the motions
It’s like swimming in the ocean.
Getting nowhere fast.
Fighting a losing battle.
How much longer can it last!
Back and forth,
popping up and down.
Everyone freaking
And running around.
Glassy eyed stares
no one really cares.
This one blabbing,
That one back.
incessant chatter, constant
Intelligence lacks.
Fighting for sanity
Avoiding calamity.
*Going through the motions
It’s like swimming in the ocean.
Getting nowhere fast.
Fighting a losing battle.
How much longer can it last!
By Kaoss
Day in, Day out.
Over and over, never changing.
One bleeding into the next
no change, just more of the same.
Is it any wonder the line
is blurring crazy and sane.
Tedium eats at the soul.
Forever pursuing some faceless goal.
Never to achieve
Nor to arrive
Like rats in a maze,
Fighting to survive.
*Going through the motions
It’s like swimming in the ocean.
Getting nowhere fast.
Fighting a losing battle.
How much longer can it last!
Back and forth,
popping up and down.
Everyone freaking
And running around.
Glassy eyed stares
no one really cares.
This one blabbing,
That one back.
incessant chatter, constant
Intelligence lacks.
Fighting for sanity
Avoiding calamity.
*Going through the motions
It’s like swimming in the ocean.
Getting nowhere fast.
Fighting a losing battle.
How much longer can it last!
Back and forth,
popping up and down.
Everyone freaking
And running around.
Glassy eyed stares
no one really cares.
This one blabbing,
That one back.
incessant chatter, constant
Intelligence lacks.
Fighting for sanity
Avoiding calamity.
*Going through the motions
It’s like swimming in the ocean.
Getting nowhere fast.
Fighting a losing battle.
How much longer can it last!
Darkness Abounds
By Kaoss
The sun shines, yet it doesn’t.
In the brightest day,
It’s still one dark night.
Progressing onward,
In an endless parade
getting deeper and darker,
with each passing step.
Self hatred grows,
but what else is new.
One keeps wondering
About the other foot.
But then there’s that,
Whole thing with the shoe.
Nothing every goes right.
One tries to do the best.
But no matter, It’s never enough.
The boogeyman always,
Pops up and turns it south.
Murhpy’s law in full effect
before it’s started,
everything’s wrecked.
Pariah at large
Shunned by the light
The abyss always calling
Embedded with fright.
It’s never any different
always the same
No winning….end of game.
By Kaoss
The sun shines, yet it doesn’t.
In the brightest day,
It’s still one dark night.
Progressing onward,
In an endless parade
getting deeper and darker,
with each passing step.
Self hatred grows,
but what else is new.
One keeps wondering
About the other foot.
But then there’s that,
Whole thing with the shoe.
Nothing every goes right.
One tries to do the best.
But no matter, It’s never enough.
The boogeyman always,
Pops up and turns it south.
Murhpy’s law in full effect
before it’s started,
everything’s wrecked.
Pariah at large
Shunned by the light
The abyss always calling
Embedded with fright.
It’s never any different
always the same
No winning….end of game.
PRISONER INSIDE
bY KAOSS
EYES OPEN
EVERYTHING SEEMS ALL RIGHT
KIND OF DARK
BUT IT IS THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT
AWAKE AGAIN
EVERYTHING SEEMS OFF
NOT QUITE SURE
SOMETHING FEELS LOST
LOOKING ABOUT
LIFE RUSHES AROUND
TRYING SPEAK
BUT OUT COMES NO SOUND
NOT CERTAIN
BUT ALL IS NOT RIGHT
IT’S GETTING DARK
SOON WILL BE NIGHT
NOW QUITE FRANTIC
SHAKING WITH FEAR
SCREAMING ALOUD
BUT NOT A SOUL HEARS
TRYING TO REASON
BUT ALL HOPE IS LOST
FEEL LIKE A PRISONER
ON WHOM THE KEY IS TOSSED
SHRIEKING AND SHAKING
BUT NO NO AVAIL
NOT ONE SOUL DOES NOTICE
LIKE SAND IN A PAIL
PRISONER INSIDE
LOCKED DEEP WITHIN
STILL QUITE ALIVE
BUT NONE CAN GET IN.
bY KAOSS
EYES OPEN
EVERYTHING SEEMS ALL RIGHT
KIND OF DARK
BUT IT IS THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT
AWAKE AGAIN
EVERYTHING SEEMS OFF
NOT QUITE SURE
SOMETHING FEELS LOST
LOOKING ABOUT
LIFE RUSHES AROUND
TRYING SPEAK
BUT OUT COMES NO SOUND
NOT CERTAIN
BUT ALL IS NOT RIGHT
IT’S GETTING DARK
SOON WILL BE NIGHT
NOW QUITE FRANTIC
SHAKING WITH FEAR
SCREAMING ALOUD
BUT NOT A SOUL HEARS
TRYING TO REASON
BUT ALL HOPE IS LOST
FEEL LIKE A PRISONER
ON WHOM THE KEY IS TOSSED
SHRIEKING AND SHAKING
BUT NO NO AVAIL
NOT ONE SOUL DOES NOTICE
LIKE SAND IN A PAIL
PRISONER INSIDE
LOCKED DEEP WITHIN
STILL QUITE ALIVE
BUT NONE CAN GET IN.
Refuse to Say Goodbye
By Kaoss
From time to time,
There comes a place
Where you must say goodbye.
But this is one of those
I must refuse
And ask why!
But this is one of those
I must refuse
And ask why!
There wasn’t enough time
To truly get to know
All the ups and downs
Life has to offer
To see all the wonders
And amaze at the splendor.
To feel the pain, the joy
and all that it offers.
But this is one of those
I must refuse
And ask why!
So I will keep
All the memories alive
here in my heart
Safe and warm
And refuse to say goodbye
Here in my heart
Safe and warm
And refuse to say goodbye
By Kaoss
From time to time,
There comes a place
Where you must say goodbye.
But this is one of those
I must refuse
And ask why!
But this is one of those
I must refuse
And ask why!
There wasn’t enough time
To truly get to know
All the ups and downs
Life has to offer
To see all the wonders
And amaze at the splendor.
To feel the pain, the joy
and all that it offers.
But this is one of those
I must refuse
And ask why!
So I will keep
All the memories alive
here in my heart
Safe and warm
And refuse to say goodbye
Here in my heart
Safe and warm
And refuse to say goodbye
Pain Sometimes, Never Fades
By Kaoss
The old saying goes:
something lost is something gained.
Did no one ever consider the pain?
Some times it’s too hard to see
the value of a lesson,
when what you lost
clouds the heart and mind.
Empty platitudes
and old wives tales
cannot replace when hurt assails.
to gain what’s necessary
the lesson learned.
One must get past the pain
of having been burned.
Minutes turn to hours
time and days do slide
It gets hard to function
with all the sludge inside
Time heals all wounds
They always say,
But does it really ever?
It’s hard to get past it.
When the world seems
Like it stringing you out with lies
Chalk lines converge
The soul still burns
But they say more emptiness
Who the hell are they any way!
By Kaoss
The old saying goes:
something lost is something gained.
Did no one ever consider the pain?
Some times it’s too hard to see
the value of a lesson,
when what you lost
clouds the heart and mind.
Empty platitudes
and old wives tales
cannot replace when hurt assails.
to gain what’s necessary
the lesson learned.
One must get past the pain
of having been burned.
Minutes turn to hours
time and days do slide
It gets hard to function
with all the sludge inside
Time heals all wounds
They always say,
But does it really ever?
It’s hard to get past it.
When the world seems
Like it stringing you out with lies
Chalk lines converge
The soul still burns
But they say more emptiness
Who the hell are they any way!
Facade of Illusion
By Kaoss
Crack a smile
Never let them catch
a glimpse of the pain.
Pull the mask tight
So no one can see
Just how far you’re gone.
Cry in the shadows
Hiding the hurt
That cuts so deep.
Keep them on edge
Never once guessing
How desperate
You are!
* Facade of Illusion
Never let them see or feel the truth.
Your dying inside, but the pain you must hide
So lock it up!
Facade of Illusion
Smiling and laughing as you weep inside.
Cry in the rain, so none can see the tears
Or the Fear!
Praying for death,
Your own, Not the most Dear.
Night after night
Plauged in your sleep
By the fear, of loss!
Haunted tormented,
But never once letting it slip.
Constantly shifting
So no one ever catches the drift.
Always eluding
confusing those on the path
So no one knows
You’ve collapsed!
* Facade of Illusion
Never let them see or feel the truth.
Your dying inside, but the pain you must hide
So lock it up!
Facade of Illusion
Smiling and laughing as you weep inside.
Cry in the rain, so none can see the tears
Or the Fear!
= Pain and anguish
your only true friends
You see thr one true horror
Over and over again!
There’s no escape
As you spiral downard again!
No end!
Laugh at a joke
When feel like screaming.
Pray for a jolt
When your trapped
in the horror of dreaming.
Never let go
Hold on just to keep them believing
That you are fine,
weathering the storm
refuse to be torn asunder
Living a lie all the while
You’re falling…
Down!!!
* Facade of Illusion
Never let them see or feel the truth.
Your dying inside, but the pain you must hide
So lock it up!
Facade of Illusion
Smiling and laughing as you weep inside.
Cry in the rain, so none can see the tears
Or the Fear!
= Pain and anguish
your only true friends
You see the one true horror
Over and over again!
There’s no escape
As you spiral downward again!
No end!
Praying for death,
Your own, Not the most Dear.
Night after night
Plauged in your sleep
By the fear, of loss!
Haunted tormented,
But never once letting it slip.
Constantly shifting
So no one ever catches the drift.
Always eluding
confusing those on the path
So no one knows
You’ve collapsed!
* Facade of Illusion
Never let them see or feel the truth.
Your dying inside, but the pain you must hide
So lock it up!
Facade of Illusion
Smiling and laughing as you weep inside.
Cry in the rain, so none can see the tears
Or the Fear!
= Pain and anguish
your only true friends
You see the one true horror
Over and over again!
There’s no escape
As you spiral downward again!
No end!
Laugh at a joke
When feel like screaming.
Pray for a jolt
When your trapped
in the horror of dreaming.
Never let go
Hold on just to keep them believing
That you are fine,
weathering the storm
refuse to be torn asunder
Living a lie all the while
You’re falling…
Down!!!
* Facade of Illusion
Never let them see or feel the truth.
Your dying inside, but the pain you must hide
So lock it up!
Facade of Illusion
Smiling and laughing as you weep inside.
Cry in the rain, so none can see the tears
Or the Fear!
= Pain and anguish
your only true friends
You see the one true horror
Over and over again!
There’s no escape
As you spiral downard again!
No end!
By Kaoss
Crack a smile
Never let them catch
a glimpse of the pain.
Pull the mask tight
So no one can see
Just how far you’re gone.
Cry in the shadows
Hiding the hurt
That cuts so deep.
Keep them on edge
Never once guessing
How desperate
You are!
* Facade of Illusion
Never let them see or feel the truth.
Your dying inside, but the pain you must hide
So lock it up!
Facade of Illusion
Smiling and laughing as you weep inside.
Cry in the rain, so none can see the tears
Or the Fear!
Praying for death,
Your own, Not the most Dear.
Night after night
Plauged in your sleep
By the fear, of loss!
Haunted tormented,
But never once letting it slip.
Constantly shifting
So no one ever catches the drift.
Always eluding
confusing those on the path
So no one knows
You’ve collapsed!
* Facade of Illusion
Never let them see or feel the truth.
Your dying inside, but the pain you must hide
So lock it up!
Facade of Illusion
Smiling and laughing as you weep inside.
Cry in the rain, so none can see the tears
Or the Fear!
= Pain and anguish
your only true friends
You see thr one true horror
Over and over again!
There’s no escape
As you spiral downard again!
No end!
Laugh at a joke
When feel like screaming.
Pray for a jolt
When your trapped
in the horror of dreaming.
Never let go
Hold on just to keep them believing
That you are fine,
weathering the storm
refuse to be torn asunder
Living a lie all the while
You’re falling…
Down!!!
* Facade of Illusion
Never let them see or feel the truth.
Your dying inside, but the pain you must hide
So lock it up!
Facade of Illusion
Smiling and laughing as you weep inside.
Cry in the rain, so none can see the tears
Or the Fear!
= Pain and anguish
your only true friends
You see the one true horror
Over and over again!
There’s no escape
As you spiral downward again!
No end!
Praying for death,
Your own, Not the most Dear.
Night after night
Plauged in your sleep
By the fear, of loss!
Haunted tormented,
But never once letting it slip.
Constantly shifting
So no one ever catches the drift.
Always eluding
confusing those on the path
So no one knows
You’ve collapsed!
* Facade of Illusion
Never let them see or feel the truth.
Your dying inside, but the pain you must hide
So lock it up!
Facade of Illusion
Smiling and laughing as you weep inside.
Cry in the rain, so none can see the tears
Or the Fear!
= Pain and anguish
your only true friends
You see the one true horror
Over and over again!
There’s no escape
As you spiral downward again!
No end!
Laugh at a joke
When feel like screaming.
Pray for a jolt
When your trapped
in the horror of dreaming.
Never let go
Hold on just to keep them believing
That you are fine,
weathering the storm
refuse to be torn asunder
Living a lie all the while
You’re falling…
Down!!!
* Facade of Illusion
Never let them see or feel the truth.
Your dying inside, but the pain you must hide
So lock it up!
Facade of Illusion
Smiling and laughing as you weep inside.
Cry in the rain, so none can see the tears
Or the Fear!
= Pain and anguish
your only true friends
You see the one true horror
Over and over again!
There’s no escape
As you spiral downard again!
No end!
Everything Goes Away
By Kaoss
Going up round the bend
Such a calamity
Not sure what to do
Oh the insanity
So much to feel
not much to say
It’s one of those things
that will never go away!!
All ate up inside
from all the tragedy
It’s no one’s fault
not even society
No cause no cure
lost all hilarity
Is everything done
or is this just parity?
* Everything goes away
It’s all too much
Can’t they just leave this one alone?
Everything goes away
The hurt inside
Grows deeper each and every day!
Everything goes away
Let’s give up the fight
It’s doesn’t matter any way……
NOT THIS TIME!!!!
You try so hard
But never seem to get anywhere.
Nothing works
It just the way it goes
Billions of tears
pour out like vigilant prayers
Never get answered because
they just really don’t care!
All ate up inside
from all the tragedy
It’s no one’s fault
not even society
No cause no cure
lost all hilarity
Is everything done
or is this just parity?
* Everything goes away
It’s all too much
Can’t they just leave this one alone?
Everything goes away
The hurt inside
Burns deeper each and every day!
Everything goes away
Let’s give up the fight
It’s the nature of things…….
NOT THIS TIME!!! NOT EVER!!!!
By Kaoss
Going up round the bend
Such a calamity
Not sure what to do
Oh the insanity
So much to feel
not much to say
It’s one of those things
that will never go away!!
All ate up inside
from all the tragedy
It’s no one’s fault
not even society
No cause no cure
lost all hilarity
Is everything done
or is this just parity?
* Everything goes away
It’s all too much
Can’t they just leave this one alone?
Everything goes away
The hurt inside
Grows deeper each and every day!
Everything goes away
Let’s give up the fight
It’s doesn’t matter any way……
NOT THIS TIME!!!!
You try so hard
But never seem to get anywhere.
Nothing works
It just the way it goes
Billions of tears
pour out like vigilant prayers
Never get answered because
they just really don’t care!
All ate up inside
from all the tragedy
It’s no one’s fault
not even society
No cause no cure
lost all hilarity
Is everything done
or is this just parity?
* Everything goes away
It’s all too much
Can’t they just leave this one alone?
Everything goes away
The hurt inside
Burns deeper each and every day!
Everything goes away
Let’s give up the fight
It’s the nature of things…….
NOT THIS TIME!!! NOT EVER!!!!
Fall
By Kaoss
Once again the all consuming emptiness returns.
No one remembers or recalls the pain or fear endured.
Lost is the strength to fight it’s clawing pull.
Down goes the will until there is naught.
Forsaken, forgotten and forlorn
The race of man wastes away.
Saddled with their ignorance,
And hampered by their arrogance.
How many times can a question be asked
Before redundancy becomes entropy.
Countless are the fools that roam the countryside
Spouting fallacy as wisdom, accepted as fact.
Listen to the flushing sound
As the world goes spinning down
Slowly but surely, ever onward.
Down on towards oblivion.
Emptiness clouds the minds
Of those that rule the nations;
Spreading the void that is all they are,
Until nothings left to even fill a jar.
Once again the all consuming emptiness returns.
No one remembers or recalls the pain or fear endured.
Lost is the strength to fight it’s clawing pull.
Down goes the will until there is naught.
By Kaoss
Once again the all consuming emptiness returns.
No one remembers or recalls the pain or fear endured.
Lost is the strength to fight it’s clawing pull.
Down goes the will until there is naught.
Forsaken, forgotten and forlorn
The race of man wastes away.
Saddled with their ignorance,
And hampered by their arrogance.
How many times can a question be asked
Before redundancy becomes entropy.
Countless are the fools that roam the countryside
Spouting fallacy as wisdom, accepted as fact.
Listen to the flushing sound
As the world goes spinning down
Slowly but surely, ever onward.
Down on towards oblivion.
Emptiness clouds the minds
Of those that rule the nations;
Spreading the void that is all they are,
Until nothings left to even fill a jar.
Once again the all consuming emptiness returns.
No one remembers or recalls the pain or fear endured.
Lost is the strength to fight it’s clawing pull.
Down goes the will until there is naught.
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