No Sun

No Sun

By Kaoss

By Weariness overcome
Contemplating, perhaps race is run
Never ending, constant onslaught
Always using more than was taught.

No escape no way out
Must continue, cannot shout.
Always waiting for the truth
Or just something the soul to sooth.

Self hatred growing, cannot stop
Laughing watching, soon the bottom drops.
All spills over, ruins everything.
Now all undone, broken, nothing.

All is over!
All is done!
No crowd cheering.
No glory.
No sun.

By Darkness over taken
Last sound heard, soul breaking
Shattered, empty discovery.
All is lost,no recovery.

Face of Death now looming.
Final heartbeat booming.
Laughing watching,Death waits.
For the stroll past the gate.

Pointless thoughts fly.
As one waits to die.
Hoping for a last minute reprieve
One that is never received.

All is over!
All is done!
No crowd cheering.
No glory.
No sun.

Nothing worldly is true.
It's all a horrid ruse.
Meant to fool and cajole.
Calm before the drop in the hole.

So why try, why fight?
Why not sit, wait for eternal night.
Beat yourself  to nothing.
Just to lose everything.

Happiness, a lie.
Love, empty as sky.
Fear, a hole in a sock
Once slams the lid on the box.

All is over!
All is done!
No crowd cheering.
No glory.
No sun.