The Ghost That Walks

The Ghost That Walks
    By Kaoss

Soulless ghost in a shell
Trapped wandering
Motions in a private hell
Lost unreachable.

Remember the ghost well
As that's all that left.
No redemption to tell
No recovery, No salvation.

The ghost that walks
Ever onward no release
No complaining, empty talk.
Such is undeath.

Weep not for it is the way
Lost soul get no pass
It is the price we pay.
For crimes committed.

Rainbow's end, no pot of gold.
Empty, pain ridden
Shambling mass, far past old
Never to feel again.

Self hatred drives the shell
Loathing, anger, rage.
As if from a deep dark well.
Internal fire burns cold.

Forget not what was
Now is unattainable
Lost, race is run.
No flowers, no release, no tears.

Waiting

Waiting
By Kaoss


Losing time
Just a shell
But has not died
A living hell

Across the face
Is that fear?
Silent scream
for none to hear.

Time run out,
But the games not done
A few more moments,
In the sun.

Thoughts decay
And then fade away.
Til theres nothing left
At the end of the day.

Empty time
Just watch and wait.
Life gone by
Naught to anticipate.

Except for the last
And final sound
Lid down then closing.
Next in the ground.

EarthBound

   Earth Bound

    By Kaoss



I scream for the Night to take me,
But as always the cry goes unheeded.
Seven millenia long
This sentence unneeded.

Cursed for an insurrection,
Based on pride and ill direction.
Cast out and left abandoned.
Guilty no trial,Damned by Creation.

Trapped with the monkeys
Crawling the Dirt unknowing.
The war long forgotten.
Left alone, hatred burning.

Cut off from the Heavenly host
Stripped of what was and is.
Left to rot on a spinning globe.
Envious of what was rightfully His.

No Swan Song

No Swan Song

By Kaoss

There is no forgiveness
Only self hate.
No more life,
Nothing left but waste.

Hours crawl by
No meaning left.
Mind lost unstable,
completely bereft.

No longer caring
Just passing the time.
Watching waiting
for the end sublime.

There is no point.
Price paid too high.
Nothing left but hatred
And desire to die.

But the abyss won't swallow
The wait lingers onward.
No tears, vessel empty
not even a swan song.

Not Right

Not Right
  By Kaoss

Something is different
Not quite right
Did something occur
In the dead of night?

Everything is off
six inches to the left
What is going on
Conscious thought bereft.

Nothing is certain
In fact down right strange
Just whats occurring
Is enough to derange.

Can't see a solution
Or a solid way out
Going with the flow
Filled with doubt.

Time continues on
Trapped in the paradox
Cat in the hat
Elephant wearing socks.

Alice might get this
But ones at a loss
Why is this happening
What is the cost.

Nothing to do
Just to enjoy the ride
But when this is over
Will I have a mind?

Battle Undone

Battle Undone
  By Kaoss

Death take me and be swift.
One wearies and has no strength of limbs.
Mercy not needed, asked for or begged,
What's been done has been done.
No forgiveness can be won.

Cut the throat, burn the heart,
Ashes in silver, no return to the march.
The war is over race not won.
Place the soulless body
Out in the sun.

No farewell howl. No chant of the dead.
Make certain to sever the head.
Please heed this cry for release.
One wearies from fighting
This wasting disease.

Trepidation

Trepidation

 By Kaoss

Hell is a state of mind.

And Mind is a state of hell.

Just which way this is going,

Surely none can tell.

Why is the question.

And why is the answer.

No one is telling,

not even the dancer.

Resolve is eroding.

And Erosion is resolving.

All life problems

Unending revolving.

Self hate is liberating.

Liberation is self hate.

Wishing it would all end,

Before it's too late.